i’m having a hard time connecting with my therapist, but i’m giving her a chance. today she told me that i’m brave. i told her that bravery is something i’m chasing. i’m gallons full of fear and rarely brave; i don’t think it’s in my nature. but also i’m gay so like, brave.
jack was playing in the zone at mariposa when brave new girl came on - this is when i started to consider bravery in myself and in my life.
recent moments of bravery: flirting with the guy at whole foods. crying at coachella. showing myself to myself. cold pitching. deciding not to drink. talking to car salespeople. dming strangers. apologizing for abandoning. posting to pisces.